Who am I?

Days weeks and months come and go and I still stay on a dead second in a clock with an empty battery. After that second I've not changed. Every morning is just like yesterday. Streets, shops, people, the city…

Stranger

People are different when you watch them from the outside...

Piece of heaven

Again, I really need to travel and I'm alone. I know that a lot of people don't like this kind of trip but sometimes I need it so much. I need to be silent for some days and nobody force me to talk.

I miss Javaherdeh. It's a nice little village in the heights of Ramsar. It's just above the clouds! I've been there many times, with many people but, this time I like to be there alone, to have enough time to think, to mix my confused mind, to breathe in clean air. Maybe I want a free time to "not" think about anything.

You know, I'm tired, very tired of talking, explaining, and caring about anything. The best thing in Javaherdeh is that I don't know anyone there.

Being with strangers is lovely when you have some feeling like this. Strangers don't ask you any question, don't bothering you, and even don't care about you. Beside that they give you their smile without any outlook. That's great! Isn't it?

What does tomorrow mean?

Well, I watched "Groundhog day" the movie again with one of my friends, and I felt that I have some more words to say about it.

As you know, if you've been watched it, our story's man (Phil) loves a lady who called "Rita". She is real cute lady but, she thinks that Phil is a jerk. In fact, she is right. Phil isn't a perfect guy.

When that happening happened, Phil tried to indulge her in everything and he made some kind of success because after this long time, Phil knew all the things about her, all of his desires, hopes, favorites and everything. However, that didn't work too. He realized that something else should be changed: "Himself".

In all of these boring days (yesterday), there was no tomorrow. because Phil was the same Phil. In fact, the only one who could make "today" "tomorrow" was himself. Not the time.

If we changed, tomorrow is tomorrow but if not, there is no tomorrow in our lives and we live in a boring yesterday for ever. This movie made me remember a saying that says: "The man is prejudiced if his today would be the same as his yesterday."

Groundhog day

It's not important that why is it happen. Even who cares about that is it possible or not? But what would you do if this happened to you?

You just wake up in a morning and after a while you find out that yesterday is repeating and you are in one of worse days in your life. You are in a awful terrible place that you hate it and you want to run away from there.

You just try to go out of there but, you can't and everyone says that you should wait until tomorrow. You are coming to a hotel and going to sleep, hoping for a better tomorrow but, when you wake up again at 6 o'clock, you see this is yesterday again and you remember everything you did in it, and you know everything that will be happen today…

I watched this movie tonight and I loved it. It has a good score in IMDB and it deserves it.

Todays

Sometimes I don’t know the face looking at me from the mirror. Five years ago everything was so simple and life was common. I was working, studying, having fun, enjoying my friends but, these days none of these words, has meaning.

Every night I'm thinking about tomorrow but, when tomorrow comes, I'll call it "today" again and I'll wait for next tomorrow and this boring circle will never end, never.

Lie / Law

God! I hate these days! I'm losing my friends one after another. Everybody says everything he want and doesn't care about its rightness. Though, when I look clear, I see myself doing like others.

I just want to sleep and let the time resolve all of these problems. The worse thing is that I have an important exam the day after tomorrow and I've studied nothing yet!