Audio books

I really like my busy days like today, when I come back home at night and I'm feeling tired. The best thing about these days is that I feel that my "today" is different from yesterday. It makes me alive. Sleeping is so sweat at these nights and "tomorrow" always will be shinier.

Today I searched a lot about audio book when I was at work. Thank to my friend Seyed Kamal, I got acquainted with this book and enjoyed it so much. When you listen to a book, it is something else, especially when a good speaker is reading the story for you.

Audio books are not very common in Iran yet. And also there aren't any regulations or copyright law to support who wants to publish any audio book. So, everybody'd rather not risk.

I don't know if it's true, but the author of this blog believes that there are 5 billion people in Iran, who can't read books, including blinds, old people, children or even who doesn't have enough time to read. Therefore, I wish this happen and I try to make this wish, real.

So close, so far

We are getting away from each other as fastest we can, and no one knows about that, which makes us can't talk about it...

Strange Reflection

Sometimes it is necessary to be alone. It makes us to be honest at least with ourselves and do not forget who we are. When I talk to myself it differs to when I appear in public, even in front of my friends.

It's kind of scary to look at the mirror and see what others don't see that. You are another person and maybe no one knows that. It means you are so alone and all of your friends are friend with someone who isn't you.

There were just a few people who know me, but we couldn't be with each other for a long time. Life stopped us at a point that every one of us had to leave his or her heart and move on... and we did it. We did it, but some parts of our lives got stuck in the past.

We are trying to forget about all those nice days and gradually we're finding ourselves so different from that time. Who knows? Maybe the other one feels alone too. Maybe there is someone else who feels bad when meets a strange face in the mirror.

Breaking News!

I've always wanted to be one of those people who say "I love my job" when a reporter asks them: "How's your job?"

After around three months that I was studying and searching about creating a media company, finally I designed a structure to start working with some of my friends.

All of us are interested in media and every one of us has a lot of dreams and wants to make them real. We've been friends for more than three years, and now we know everyone of us and his interests and abilities very well.

I was the one who is more interested in thinking and creating new things than to manage projects or making products. So, guess what? I became R&D executive.

You know, these days that I'm working in my place, I feel alive again and now "I love my job" and I think that I am exactly where I have to be. Isn't that great?

I'm afraid

I was sure, but now... you know...

Game Over

The game always starts, exactly when you think that everything is over! And I just tell myself: Be a man!

Everything

I felt it again tonight, when I was at south terminal of Tehran. I went there again!

I watched "About Elly" at Markazi Cinema and it was good, but the problem is that I can't stand cinemas anymore. I didn't know that, until I sat down and the movie started.

Today was a rough day for me, because I'd planned for my trip to Tehran as like as past. When I came back, I realized that I couldn't plan for it like before. Everything was hurting me today; cinema, movie, streets, taxis... Everything! Do you know what does "Everything" mean?

Feeling safe

Here, in Qum we don't have a starry sky at nights; neither do the most of people who live in cities. However I very like to watch the Qum's sky at nights.

And there is a snug square that is called Mofatteh Square. I almost always go there when I go walking. I have a bench there that I lounge on it and watch the sky.

When I lay down on my bench, I feel that I'm soaring and flying so high. Even I can see the earth from the outside.

All of these thoughts come in my mind and I start to compare myself to the earth and then I feel very small. Actually it isn't bad, because when I feel small, I feel safe like when I was a kid and my mom hugged me.

The daytime sky is very different. Maybe because you have to be alone with the sky to be able to watch it well and listen to it. I really like that deep breath when I want to come back home before the sunrise.