Everything

I felt it again tonight, when I was at south terminal of Tehran. I went there again!

I watched "About Elly" at Markazi Cinema and it was good, but the problem is that I can't stand cinemas anymore. I didn't know that, until I sat down and the movie started.

Today was a rough day for me, because I'd planned for my trip to Tehran as like as past. When I came back, I realized that I couldn't plan for it like before. Everything was hurting me today; cinema, movie, streets, taxis... Everything! Do you know what does "Everything" mean?

Piece of heaven

Again, I really need to travel and I'm alone. I know that a lot of people don't like this kind of trip but sometimes I need it so much. I need to be silent for some days and nobody force me to talk.

I miss Javaherdeh. It's a nice little village in the heights of Ramsar. It's just above the clouds! I've been there many times, with many people but, this time I like to be there alone, to have enough time to think, to mix my confused mind, to breathe in clean air. Maybe I want a free time to "not" think about anything.

You know, I'm tired, very tired of talking, explaining, and caring about anything. The best thing in Javaherdeh is that I don't know anyone there.

Being with strangers is lovely when you have some feeling like this. Strangers don't ask you any question, don't bothering you, and even don't care about you. Beside that they give you their smile without any outlook. That's great! Isn't it?