Lie / Law

God! I hate these days! I'm losing my friends one after another. Everybody says everything he want and doesn't care about its rightness. Though, when I look clear, I see myself doing like others.

I just want to sleep and let the time resolve all of these problems. The worse thing is that I have an important exam the day after tomorrow and I've studied nothing yet!

One-way road

Maybe you don't know what does mean that decision but when you wake up in the morning and see you're stuck in a one-way road, you have no choice.

Every day I tell myself: "This is a temporary world and there is no matter if you lose it" but honestly sometimes I'm not sure about my life after death. Even if there is a heaven, who can say that I will be there?

Last night I watched "Changeling" with my friends. In one of scenes a murderer on gallows, started to cry. The man who was heartless and easily killing kids, when faced to death, scared and started begging everyone to save his life.

Although thinking to death always makes me calm and gives me ability to continue my life and wish to finish it well. In fact I think our life is a hard try to understand death.