Unlock your imagination

I usually watch good movies at least twice. Once to follow the movie line and let the director affect me as an audience, and another once to watch the details and take pleasure of beauties.

Last night I watched Finding Neverland (2004) again. The plot of the movie is the story of J.M. Barrie's friendship with a family who inspired him to create Peter Pan.

I realized that I liked this movie because I learned a lot of things by meeting Sir James Matthew Barrie (Johnny Depp). He is a real kind man and has a lot of good behaviors. For example, he never lies to children and he is always honest with them. This manner was so lovely to me (maybe) because I feel like kids sometimes.

There is something else in this movie that was interesting to me. The atmosphere of the movie is very English. Culture of England in the age of this story has been always influenced me.

Anyway, this is one my favorite dialogs in this movie:

Wendy: You know fairies, Peter?
Peter: Yes. But they're nearly all dead now. You see, Wendy, when the first baby laughed for the first time, the laugh broke into a thousand pieces and they all went skipping about and that was the beginning of fairies. And now when every new baby is born, its first laugh becomes a fairy. So there ought to be one fairy for every boy and girl.
Wendy: Ought to be? Isn't there?
Peter: Oh, no. Children know such a lot now. Soon, they don't believe in fairies. And every time a child says, "I don't believe in fairies", there's a fairy somewhere that falls down dead.

Who am I?

Days weeks and months come and go and I still stay on a dead second in a clock with an empty battery. After that second I've not changed. Every morning is just like yesterday. Streets, shops, people, the city…

Stranger

People are different when you watch them from the outside...

Piece of heaven

Again, I really need to travel and I'm alone. I know that a lot of people don't like this kind of trip but sometimes I need it so much. I need to be silent for some days and nobody force me to talk.

I miss Javaherdeh. It's a nice little village in the heights of Ramsar. It's just above the clouds! I've been there many times, with many people but, this time I like to be there alone, to have enough time to think, to mix my confused mind, to breathe in clean air. Maybe I want a free time to "not" think about anything.

You know, I'm tired, very tired of talking, explaining, and caring about anything. The best thing in Javaherdeh is that I don't know anyone there.

Being with strangers is lovely when you have some feeling like this. Strangers don't ask you any question, don't bothering you, and even don't care about you. Beside that they give you their smile without any outlook. That's great! Isn't it?

What does tomorrow mean?

Well, I watched "Groundhog day" the movie again with one of my friends, and I felt that I have some more words to say about it.

As you know, if you've been watched it, our story's man (Phil) loves a lady who called "Rita". She is real cute lady but, she thinks that Phil is a jerk. In fact, she is right. Phil isn't a perfect guy.

When that happening happened, Phil tried to indulge her in everything and he made some kind of success because after this long time, Phil knew all the things about her, all of his desires, hopes, favorites and everything. However, that didn't work too. He realized that something else should be changed: "Himself".

In all of these boring days (yesterday), there was no tomorrow. because Phil was the same Phil. In fact, the only one who could make "today" "tomorrow" was himself. Not the time.

If we changed, tomorrow is tomorrow but if not, there is no tomorrow in our lives and we live in a boring yesterday for ever. This movie made me remember a saying that says: "The man is prejudiced if his today would be the same as his yesterday."

Groundhog day

It's not important that why is it happen. Even who cares about that is it possible or not? But what would you do if this happened to you?

You just wake up in a morning and after a while you find out that yesterday is repeating and you are in one of worse days in your life. You are in a awful terrible place that you hate it and you want to run away from there.

You just try to go out of there but, you can't and everyone says that you should wait until tomorrow. You are coming to a hotel and going to sleep, hoping for a better tomorrow but, when you wake up again at 6 o'clock, you see this is yesterday again and you remember everything you did in it, and you know everything that will be happen today…

I watched this movie tonight and I loved it. It has a good score in IMDB and it deserves it.

Todays

Sometimes I don’t know the face looking at me from the mirror. Five years ago everything was so simple and life was common. I was working, studying, having fun, enjoying my friends but, these days none of these words, has meaning.

Every night I'm thinking about tomorrow but, when tomorrow comes, I'll call it "today" again and I'll wait for next tomorrow and this boring circle will never end, never.

Lie / Law

God! I hate these days! I'm losing my friends one after another. Everybody says everything he want and doesn't care about its rightness. Though, when I look clear, I see myself doing like others.

I just want to sleep and let the time resolve all of these problems. The worse thing is that I have an important exam the day after tomorrow and I've studied nothing yet!

Crash

In all of these, nothing can drop me down but, feeling alone…

I like to be myself

Do you remember that good feeling I told you the other day? It's gone! I had a rough day today. It's better to say that I had a rough life these days. There is nothing to make you happy. All I see in the internet, in streets, in Medias, make me sorry about my country.

Some people came into streets and hit their brothers and sisters for nothing. They don't know who makes them do these. You know, our parents made a revolution 30 years ago but, that was different.

There was a man, a real man, who was one of us. He leaded the protest, he made the people believe themselves and take the control of their lives. There was nobody leading us out of Iran. That was us.

Today is different. A lot of governments are expecting to take this power down after many years. They can't stand us growing up and being ourselves.

It is not difficult to understand that who takes advantage of this change. I don't like BBC as a leader of revolution. I don't like to follow American government to make "my" country. I like to be myself.

Today

I don't know why, but, after a long time, i feel better today...