Changing

When I review my pass, my thoughts, I see that ten years ago I had no idea about what I am now. I used to think about my future but now after these 10 years I am a totally different person from who I was thinking that I will be.

So, I believe 10 years later, I will probably be a really different person from what I think now, and none of my imaginations about myself will become true. I know it is scary but this is what it is. The future could be better than I think now. Who knows?!

Look from outside

I hate to be like some people who think that they are different with others while they are just a "type" and there are a lot of people like them. Unfortunately many times I thought like this and after some days understood the reality.

Usually I find this when I come out from the situation and look again at myself from outside. Everything is different when you watch yourself from another point of view. In these cases I wish to leave myself and be someone else but it’s always impossible!

Today is one those days!