A strange feeling

Something is stuck in my gullet and made me breathe hard. It's been for couple of days. I don't know what it is exactly but I've felt crying for a lot of times since last morning but I haven't been able to cry yet.

I've walked a lot but nothing is changed. It is a strange and scary feeling. Maybe something bad is going to happen to me and I have no one to be with in this case. Everyone is busy and has his own occupations. Maybe it is because of fasting. I don't know. I just know that I don't want to experience the depression again.