Living without secrets

Secrets have a lot of meanings. Sometimes we want secrets to tell them to someone, to have someone who knows our secret. But those are not real secrets. The real secret never comes out from two lips. In fact if you talk someone about your secret, that isn't secret anymore.

I have some secrets those I know they will be hidden in my heart until I die. These secrets are so heavy and I should be so strong to be quiet and not let anyone to know them. Of course I'm sure that I'm not alone and other people have a lot of secrets like mine. Life is too hard. You know?

Look from outside

I hate to be like some people who think that they are different with others while they are just a "type" and there are a lot of people like them. Unfortunately many times I thought like this and after some days understood the reality.

Usually I find this when I come out from the situation and look again at myself from outside. Everything is different when you watch yourself from another point of view. In these cases I wish to leave myself and be someone else but it’s always impossible!

Today is one those days!