Nightmare in the morning!

This morning was terribly awful. I ran out of the house. The street was empty. Nobody was around. I wasn't able to stop thinking. It was like I'm losing my faith, my thoughts. World was circling around my head. (I don't know if this sentence is English.)

Sometimes you just need a supportive friend, someone who holds you in her arms and says "It's OK. Everything will be all right". I needed you and you weren't available any more.

In a little moment I just decided to call you, but when I came back home, everything was almost under control. I was awake whole the night but I couldn’t sleep. This morning was like a nightmare and I wished you were with me. I've been needing to cry since many hours ago, but I can't.

Lie / Law

God! I hate these days! I'm losing my friends one after another. Everybody says everything he want and doesn't care about its rightness. Though, when I look clear, I see myself doing like others.

I just want to sleep and let the time resolve all of these problems. The worse thing is that I have an important exam the day after tomorrow and I've studied nothing yet!

I like to be myself

Do you remember that good feeling I told you the other day? It's gone! I had a rough day today. It's better to say that I had a rough life these days. There is nothing to make you happy. All I see in the internet, in streets, in Medias, make me sorry about my country.

Some people came into streets and hit their brothers and sisters for nothing. They don't know who makes them do these. You know, our parents made a revolution 30 years ago but, that was different.

There was a man, a real man, who was one of us. He leaded the protest, he made the people believe themselves and take the control of their lives. There was nobody leading us out of Iran. That was us.

Today is different. A lot of governments are expecting to take this power down after many years. They can't stand us growing up and being ourselves.

It is not difficult to understand that who takes advantage of this change. I don't like BBC as a leader of revolution. I don't like to follow American government to make "my" country. I like to be myself.

Always Revolution

Every four year, we have presidency election in Iran. Every candidate chooses a motto for himself and says it in his speeches.

These mottos are good scales to find out the situation of people's livelihood in a country. When most of candidates always talk about "changing", it means that people are not in a good condition; because they reaction these mottoes and they think someone should come and make a new revolution.

The same situation is streaming in U.S.A and because of that, people voted to President Obama who was saying: "Change can happen" and he won.

This can happen and sometimes it's great, but it's not good always. A society sometimes needs a revolution but if a 30 years old society could answer these promises, elites should be worry.

10th presidency election of Iran is coming and now plans of candidates are more important than mottoes, and it makes me happy. Islamic revolution of Iran now is grown up country and starting the 4th decade of its life.